Beloved, it’s wrong to expect spiritual growth and spiritual gifting without any desire on our part. Flowing in the anointing is not automatic, coincidental or accidental. You must want it to have it! We’ve got to consciously yearn for things divine. We’ve to put the pursuit of God and things spiritual at the top of our agenda. We must be eager and ambitious to possess endowments of the Holy Spirit and to excel in building up the church (1 Co 14:12). It’s not “up to God”; it’s up to us! Let that worthy passion reflect in your prayers and confessions today.